Penat berlawan dengan diri. Bercakap tak henti2 pikiran aku nih. I know i have to do something about myself. I have a very healthy appetite these days, sinfully healthy. Dan dalam masa sebulan ni, aku rasa aku telah membelon.. aku senang hati agaknye, aku nak makan itu ini, aku sukeee nak makan bende2 manis dan aku cuma nak balik dan lepak depan tv. Aku perasan baju dah mula rasa ketat2 sket. Tiap kali aku lalu tepi padang, mata aku melirik kat track, aku rasa nak pegi jogging, aku rasa nak turun main tennis balik, aku rasa nak buat Salsa semula. Tapi semua tu aku takat rasa aje. Nak menggerakkan badan tidak jugak, and my triceps are sagging. Arggh.. I think i’m damned tapi sebab aku maleh nak buat something yet, so i’m double damned.

There’s this gym nearby i’ve been eyeing for quite sometime. 2 weeks b4 V day i called and asked about the fees and what activities they have there. 1 day after V day, i went to check out the place with Himself. I found out:  tak mahal, no limit utk menggunakannya, free to join any dance/aerobic/yoga class, on the way to my house, pleasant environments, friendly staffs. I signed up. I said i’ll start after CNY and i never did until yesterday when i’ve confronted the ‘NoNeedToExerciseDemon’ in me who wants me to stay fat and feel bad about myself. I began to wrestle with the ‘demon’ on Saturday when i dragged myself to QB malls and get a good sports bra and socks for a start. I gave my Adidas a kiss  squeez and softly whisper, sorry i’ve been abandoning u for quite sometime now but please help me get thru this again. Then yesterday morning, after doing some Watchhaaa action infront of the mirror and kick the demon in the shin, CIK LARI finally WENT TO THE GYM. heheh.

It turned out to be a pleasant 1st class for me. Darren the guy whom i talked to were there and explained to me on how to use the equipments. He’s very helpful, nice and have a voice like a deejay or even better than most deejays. I tried some of them, make myself sweat a lil’. Tonite, there is Hatha yoga and Bellydancin’. And i’m definitely going!